Haiz..Feelin so tired nw..my whole body simply ache lyk shit..is that a sign to show that I m fallin sick real soon..well..the request by jovis of me havin transferred to Killiney on the 1st of Aug is being cfm..hmm..guess tt wrkin life..duno y..but I do Feel a bit sad havin to leave SPC..havin the chance to get transferred out is al along my wish..but when thing actually happen..the kind of feelin is actually different..anywae..it may not be a bad thin aftall..xcept for the fact tt I ve to adapt to a totally new environment again and mk new frs from the start..it wasnt ez 4 mi 2 settle down and get used to the culture of SPC..n when everythin Is getting fine..they wan mi 2 go 2 another branch..Sad..Nx wk wil b my las wk der..well..wil seriously miz sum of the colleagues bk der..do kip in contact k..yup..Shuqiong called mi up ytd nite..she jus return hm from the SMU camp..Hey..unxpectedly..she told mi tt she totally cant blend into the environment and ya..she sounded damn stressed..Mei Yen..guess u r not the oni 1 facing dis prob..anywae..gals..wrkin life is stil the same..jus lyk my case..wat 2 do?? Ever since stepping into the society and havin the chance to mit ppl frm the executive level made me suddenly realize how shallow I actually m..omg..the way they talk..the tone..the kind of confidence they haf..is reli WOW..had this orientation for the past 2 daes..tt is actually organize specially for the ppl frm the more executive level..they are lyk simply jus so well presented..everythin..from their speech..al the way to their interpersonal skills..duno y but they reli talk with confidence..cant help it but made mi doubt my own capability agan..tink dis is a common prob fresh grad might faced in a big organization with staffs that actually have high qualification as well as experience..well..guess dis is the wrkin world..one ve 2 b hypocrite..and I realize that an individual wun mind doin anything bad to achieve wat he or she wan in life..its jus so scary..